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    Medicine CD
    Comes in a lovely side opening eco wallet case (CD in one side and booklet in the other)
    A full colour 16 pg booklet (the biggest this design allows) accompanies the music.
    There are riddles to solve, clues that lead you to a secret website (song download) and many hidden messages from holly inside the album artwork.



    Note: Employ a magnifying glass to solve the puzzles

    Tracklist
    bows and arrows
    billboard bandit
    flesh shapes
    can’t hit
    excess
    water balloons
    EACHONETEACHONE
    Teatime Wormhole
    Medicine of Time Travel
    lilacs
    oneteen
    Medicine of Time Travel – tea mix

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about

Charges were being brought against my ex-stepfather. A court case was looming and for days before my deposition my dreams became increasingly unbearable. Reliving everything all over again. Sleep wasn’t happening. We’d be given a court date. The dreams would come. We’d show up to court and w/in 5 minutes we’d find out his side
filed for an extension. This would repeat for the next 5 years. I wanted to be anywhere but here. I decided to stop putting my life on hold for a “date that would never happen” and moved 3000 miles
away from NH to CA. When a new court date would come up, I’d fly back only to find out his side filed yet again, one more extension for a few months later. The court case lasted from ages 16 - 21. I started my
relationship with HERoin at 16 and by 19 I never missed a day. One day the court was scheduled and it DID actually happen. In 30 mins the jury decided to give him life in prison. Wasn’t everything better now? Done? A few months after the case ended, Ancestor Spirit took me aside and said,”You haven’t written a song in years. This no longer suits your needs.You can stay on this path and you can die, like all of your friends. Or you can start a new story. Either way, it’s ok. Just know that you are
at a crossroads - right NOW”. I drove back across the country. Stayed with a friend in NH and didn’t sleep for 19 days. I refused aspirin or anything that would take the pain of life seeping back into my nerves away. You know when your leg falls a-sleep? That was how my whole body felt for 2 weeks - nonstop. I wanted to remember this pain. I wanted a big messy break up. At 21 I quit junk and chose music. The narrator of this song is describing all of this over a long visit. We honour her.

lyrics

poking holes in veiny leaves
3,000 x & the blood won’t bleed
what i need is not to need to leave
(under water)
(vg jnf nyy whfg n urebva qernz - frqngvat)

sitting with a view like this
backdrop the whole universe
dress is made of dreaming fish
hair is colored like the sky
there’s an ocean
waving to me
as i’m heading
toward the shore
my heart is filling
up with chaos
as i bask in centuries

come and plant what you need
these seeds become trees

You’ll lose your garden

There’s an ocean!!!



poking holes in veiny leaves
3,000 x & the blood won’t bleed
friends’ll leave every place behind
(the water) (vg jnf nyy whfg n urebva qernz - frqngvat)

sitting with a gift of peace
tiny slice is all i’ll keep
a memory of getting through
open heart is living proof
there’s an ocean
moving through me
as i’m floating
toward my doom
my arms are covered
i’ve been bruising
and my hand
is choking me

come and
plant what you need
these seeds
become trees


autumn brings the harvest in
the veil between the worlds is thin
before the winter of my life
i’ll settle down
make me my wife









credits

from Medicine of Time Travel, released September 20, 2019
Composed, engineered and produced by Holly Brewer
Holly Brewer - vocals, midi, instruments
cc2019 Nervous Relatives Records
cc2019 Nervous Relatives Music

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